張杰:磨難是最好的禮物(雙語)
各位同學(xué):
大家好!我今天要講的這個主題叫作——磨難是最好的禮物。十年到現(xiàn)在,我想了想,我最大的磨難是什么?我想來想去,我覺得應(yīng)該就是今天吧。
我覺得今天對我來講是一個特別的時間和地點,因為今天我在《開講啦》的這個地方,是在上海,上海其實是我人生的一個高峰,也是我人生的一個低谷,因為我是在上海2004年起步的,然后也是在上海,有了這樣的一個跌倒。我不要唱歌,唱歌是一件很容易的事情,我一定要做一個難一點的事情。好,我來了。因為其實可能現(xiàn)在讓我想以前的事情,我可能,我有點選擇性失憶,我可能就不想去想太多磨難的事情。因為我很開心自己唱歌能夠被大家喜歡。
All the students:
Hello everyone. I want to talk today about this topic is called -- suffering is the best gift. Ten years from now, I thought, what is my greatest hardships? I think it over and over again, I think it is today.
I think today is a special time and place to me, because this is where I began. "In", in Shanghai, Shanghai is a peak of my life, is also a trough of my life, because I was started in Shanghai in 2004, and then in Shanghai, have a fall like this. I don't sing, singing is a very easy thing, I must make a difficult point. Well, I come. Because it may let me think of things before, I may be, I have some selective amnesia, I would not want to think too much suffering. Because I am very happy singing to himself being able to love.
那時候大學(xué)都會勤工儉學(xué),我學(xué)的是旅游與酒店,然后那時候我們要實習(xí),所以我就去到酒吧,白天當(dāng)服務(wù)員,晚上就可以在那兒唱歌。那時候我覺得經(jīng)濟狀況還可以,因為我在外面就是唱歌的話,對大學(xué)生來講,我可以一邊去把這些錢拿來交學(xué)費,然后還可以去自己買一個電腦,然后還可以補貼家用,我覺得還蠻順利的,然后自己好像也長大成人的感覺,就覺得以后應(yīng)該就是這樣了。結(jié)果到后面,我當(dāng)然也會參加一些校園比賽什么的,我其實不是為了我今后要把自己當(dāng)明星怎么樣,我就是想認識更多的唱歌好的人,然后唱更多的歌給他們聽。
The university will work study, I majored in tourism and hotel, then when we want to practice, so I went to the bar, the day when the waiter, can the night singing there. At that time, I feel that the economy can also, because I am in the outside is singing the words, to the college students, I can put aside the money for tuition, then can go to buy a computer, then can also subsidize home, I felt quite smoothly, then he seems to have grown adult feeling later, it is that this should be. Results to the back, of course I will also take part in some campus game of what, I'm not for me to yourself as a star like in the future, I just want to know more people sing, then sing more songs to listen to them.
再后來呢,我就有點緊張了現(xiàn)在,再后來,我就有一天我在公交車的一個廣告牌上面看到了一個比賽的廣告,唱歌比賽是全國性的,這個比賽叫作《我型我秀》,我就把它當(dāng)成是一個開眼界的一個長途的旅行,就來到上海。但那時候的比賽,其實我真的沒有想過,我要去拿冠軍,我也不敢去拿冠軍,但是對我最大的一個吸引,得了冠軍就可以跟當(dāng)時的評委,也是我一直以來的偶像張學(xué)友先生一起來合唱歌曲。然后那時候我就準備了一首中文歌給大家,叫作《北斗星的愛》。
Later, I was a bit nervous now, then, I will one day I was on a billboard on the bus to see a game of advertisement, the singing contest is a national, this game is called "my show", I will take it as an eye opening a long-distance travel, came to Shanghai. But when the game, I really don't want to, I want to win the championship, I also dare not to win, but for one of my biggest attraction, won the champion can tell at the time of the judges, I also have the idol Mr. Jacky Cheung together to sing the songs. Then I prepared a song Chinese song for everyone, called "the Big Dipper" love.
那時候有一個很好笑的一個事情就是,我現(xiàn)在記得我唱完之后,我站在前面等待張學(xué)友的點評,有個畫面是這樣的:張學(xué)友說,張杰你好。我就說,張,張學(xué)友你好。最后我還真的就拿了冠軍,但是你知道拿了冠軍那一刻。大家看得到,大家可以看回放,我那一下的表情是非常驚恐的其實。我其實真的不想簽約了,不想做藝人,不想面對鏡頭,然后我自己也煎熬了一個月。最后還是因為我媽給我打電話,她說人家做了那么大一個比賽,就是這么多人來參加,希望都寄托在你身上了,你當(dāng)了冠軍不簽約的話,會讓別人很難堪的。顧全大局,我就簽約了。
At that time there was a very funny a thing, then I remember I had finished, I was standing in front of waiting for Jacky Cheung's comment, a picture is this: Jacky Cheung said, Zhang Jie. Then said I, Zhang, Jacky Cheung. Finally, I really have to get the champion, but you know to win the champion at that moment. You see, you can watch the replay, I that expression is in fact very frightened. I really don't want to sign a contract, do not want to be artists, do not want to face the camera, then I also suffered a month. Finally, because my mom called me, she said I made such a big game, is that so many people to attend, hopes are pinned on you, you when the champions don't sign a contract, will let people embarrassed. Overall, I signed.
所以那時候我就開始面對攝像機,自己拿著手機在那兒:大家好,我是張杰。然后等半天再說話,我應(yīng)該說什么,然后就不知道該怎么講了,鍛煉自己的說話的能力。然后到后面我就開始發(fā)專輯,那時候也領(lǐng)到了最受歡迎的新人的獎。
So that's when I began to face the camera, holding a mobile phone in there: Hello, I'm Zhang Jie. Then wait to talk again, what should I say, then I don't know what to say, exercise their ability to speak. Then I began to release albums, at that time also received the most popular newcomer award.
但是兩年之后,突然,經(jīng)紀公司的高層有了一個變動,唱歌的機會越來越少,生活也變得困難。那時候好像也沒有什么錢了,每次沒錢的時候,卡里面有時就會多一些錢出來,然后后面我才發(fā)現(xiàn)那是家里人打給我的,他們也不愿講。有一天我覺得心里面難受了,然后就給我媽打電話,我媽睡了,然后那時候她在做一個米線的生意。我告訴過她,晚上睡覺的時候不要睡在燒蜂窩煤的地方,因為它有很多有毒氣體,然后打電話就發(fā)現(xiàn)她還睡在那兒,我就跟她很急,我說你能不能睡在,就是離那個遠的地方,睡在家里面好不好。然后我就其實是埋怨她,很大聲地埋怨她,我一聽媽媽也沒說話,然后我自己就覺得,兩年了,我覺得做了藝人兩年了,我反倒沒有去幫家里去分擔(dān)什么。然后我就一直在電話里面說,媽,對不起,對不起,對不起,就一直講對不起。
But two years later, suddenly, the Broker's Firm executives have a change, singing and fewer opportunities, the life also becomes difficult. At that time seems to have no what money, every time no money, there would sometimes more money out of it, and then I discovered that it was the home of people called me, they do not want to speak. One day I feel heart uncomfortable, then call my mother, my mother fell asleep, and when she was doing a noodle business. I told her, don't sleep in the burning honeycomb briquette place to sleep at night, because it has a lot of toxic gases, and then call that she also sleep in there, I'll just tell her it is urgent, I said you can sleep in a, is from the far place, sleep well at home. And then I was blaming her, very loudly complained about her, I heard my mother said nothing, then I feel, for two years, I think the artist for two years, I did not go to help the home what to share. Then I've been on the phone said, mom, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry it has been speaking.
因為我那時候才二十一二歲,然后也沒有去過大的城市,我每次去上地鐵,然后去看到那些人,就是大家都是很陌生的一個樣子,大家都在做自己的事情,然后我自己也不知道我明天要干嗎,后天要干嗎,心理壓力最多的時候,或者最艱難要選擇的時候,我真的有想過,我要不要算了,我就回去繼續(xù)做歌手,繼續(xù)在酒吧唱歌吧。因為我覺得那樣至少可以掙到錢,就自己生活真的沒問題,因為那時候真的幾千塊對于家里來講,真的是一個很多的數(shù)字了。那段時間,我記得我就把自己關(guān)在家里面,就是封閉起來,然后就自己去二手音像店,去買了一個調(diào)音臺,然后我就在家里面每天對著墻唱歌,把自己所有喜歡的歌都唱出來,那時候唱得最多的是《年輕的戰(zhàn)場》,然后就覺得很適合我當(dāng)時的心情。
Because I was only one or two and twenty years old, and had never been to a big city, every time I go to the subway, then go to see those people, that we are a looks very strange, everyone doing their own things, then I don't know what I want to do tomorrow, the day after, when most of the psychological pressure, or when the most difficult choice, I really want to, I want to forget it, I go back to be a singer, continue to sing in the bar. Because I think that at least can earn money, their life is really no problem, because at that time, thousands of pieces of really for home, is really a lot of numbers. During that time, I remember I shut myself at home, is closed, and then went to the second-hand shop, to buy a mixer, then I at home every day in front of the wall to sing, to give all his love songs are sung, the singing is the most "young battlefield", then think it suits my mood at that time.
好,我在干嗎,然后我覺得我這樣不行。我就有一天在唱歌的時候,我就看到了電視有一個廣告,另外一個比賽,那個比賽可以讓上億的人能夠聽到我唱歌,我覺得這是多么開心的一件事情,我一定要唱給大家聽,所以我就開始問我的朋友,我說我也要去參加這個,你們覺得怎么樣。所有的朋友都是反對的,當(dāng)時支持我的是娜娜,她一直在背后支持我,她覺得,加油,你一定可以!然后我匯總了大家所有的建議之后,我自己想了一個晚上,那天晚上我覺得一生難忘,我估計是從那個時候開始學(xué)會自己跟自己講話的,然后就,張杰你要去嗎?這是一個非??膳碌囊粋€事情,去吧,這是一個很好唱歌的機會。好多人會怎么想你,他們會產(chǎn)生很多的誤會,沒關(guān)系,別人的看法是別人的看法,你只要自己唱,開心就好。然后我說,好吧,我聽你的。我記得我就到了成都報名,去成都的現(xiàn)場,當(dāng)我拿起那個身份證的時候,所有人都在拍我,然后很多的媒體都在拍我,然后那個畫面就像是個慢鏡頭一樣,很多人說,他是張杰,他為什么來參加比賽?然后很多人說,那是我的偶像嗎,他是來做嘉賓的嗎?就各種的說法,所以我那時候就很多壓力,那時候的新聞就是,張杰叛逃啊。其實那三個月,其實是我真的壓力最大的三個月,然后就是壓多了,壓多了,然后晚上的時候,可能蓋著被子就開始哭,哭幾個小時,然后哭累了就睡了,睡完之后,第二天繼續(xù)地跟大家練歌,所以那個時候大家看到張杰都是非常嚴肅的一個表情。
Well, I'm doing, then I feel the way I do. I will one day while singing a song, I saw the TV one ad, another game, the game can make hundreds of millions of people to hear me sing, I think this is a matter how happy, I must sing for us, so I began to ask me friends, I also want to participate in this, what do you think. All my friends are opposed to, then support me is Nana, she has always supported me in the back, she felt, refueling, you can! Then I summarize all of the suggestions, I would like a night, that night I felt life unforgettable, I estimate is from that time began to learn with their own speech, then, Zhang Jie, do you want to go? This is a very terrible thing, go, this is a very good opportunity to sing. A lot of people will think you, they will produce a lot of misunderstanding, never mind, others view is the view of others, as long as you sing, happy. Then I said, well, I hear you. I remember I went to Chengdu Chengdu registration, to the site, so when I picked up the identity card, all the people in the film I, and many of the media to take me in, and then the screen like a slow motion, a lot of people say, he is Zhang Jie, why he had to join in the game? And then a lot of people say, it is my idol, he is to do the guests? All that, so I was a lot of pressure, when the news is, Zhang Jie flees. In fact, those three months, but three months I really stressful, and is much more pressure, pressure, and during the night, may the quilt and began to cry, cry for hours, and then cry tired to sleep, sleep after second days with you, continue to practice the song at that time, so everyone see Zhang Jie is a face very serious.